Absence makes....

Finally, I'm slowly getting over this sickness of mine. Missed two days of school to stay home and throw up all day. It gets really lonely and the fact that I had to take care of myself since my mom is M.I.A. for now...
It's been a really rough weekend with everything that's been happening. But through everything I have to stay strong, I really have no choice. It's times like these where I miss having a shoulder beside me, supporting me in times of need,or just simply offering it to cry on. It's times like these where I really miss you. Every time I felt weak you helped give me strength, but now I have to rely on myself for that strength...kinda like I've always been doing through out the years; you just made reaching for that strength I have inside easier for me. I'm glad you are still semi there for me with the current situation and all. I know you try your best to accommodate with her being in the picture now. I'm glad you guys are doing okay.
But, everything is just really stressful as of now. I can get through it though..I just need to be strong for myself and my family.