Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Friends

You know, kickin' it with you felt so good. It's like we've been so caught up in trying to avoid certain situations we got scared to just sit down, chill, and talk. 6 long ass months and I'm really happy that we can be friends now. We don't have to worry about hurting feelings, hidden feelings, or any feelings! And that just feels so damn good. Honestly, I just miss being your friend. I mean you're the person that knew the most about me and it's great to talk to someone who understands the way I think and how I feel about things. I was always trying to figure out why I felt so down and out when you weren't here. Now I realize that it's not because I wanted you to be my boyfriend again, I just missed our friendship. Yes, you were my boyfriend, but you were my bestfriend too. Thank you for taking me out to dinner. It was fun and refreshing and it felt really good to just talk. It sounds so stupid but it honestly feels like a huge weight has been lifted of my shoulders. It feels like I've been holding in this breath and now after everything, it's been let out. Literally, a huge sigh of relief.
Thank You.

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