I don't even know why but now when I see you I just get so annoyed and irritated. It's unhealthy but it's also something I can't help. I didn't think it would be this bad. I mean I thought I would be able to handle at least being in the same room as you. But something about the way you are...just irks me. I don't want it to be like this though, really I don't. I want to be respectful, keep my distance from you, and just do my thing.
But the minute I notice you it's like...damn. I really hate the way you are. I mean, it's not even that I'm mad at you or even mad at how you screwed me over. That's old news and I left that behind in 08'. It just sucks because there is no way that I can avoid you. And also I've noticed that I tend to avoid my problems a lot which is really bad.
So, I just need to suck it up like I did today. For those of you who don't know me, I'm really good at hiding my emotions- amazingly good. It's scary sometimes...
But what bothers me most is the fact that YOU still bother me. I really shouldn't care whether or not you're in the same room or not. You're little games shouldn't phase me.
//end rant.
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