It's so crazy to think that in less than 5 months high school is going to be over. I mean I hear people talk about their past high school lives so much since I'm surrounded with people whom already have graduated. It's really odd to think that I'm going to be one of those people soon. In less than two years I'm going to be 20! It sounds, really scary actually. It feels like I'm in a race against time to accomplish what I want by then. It's even crazier to think that 4 years University is going to go by even faster seeing how 5 years of High School went by in a flash.
Today in English when we were told we had to hand in our grad write ups in two days I could see everyone in a panic almost. To encapsulate one's entire high school life and the experiences one goes through ie)New people,new friends, old friends, boyfriends, falling in love, falling out of love, heartbreak, ex-boyfriends,best friends, new experiences, accomplishments, failures, regrets, pressure, fatigue, excitement, drama in a little over 150 words seems a little impossible! I don't want to my grad write up and try and pretend like I have suddenly obtained knowledge way beyond my years. I want to look back and remember what it felt like to be a teenager. I think how they banned abbriviations,refrences, and insiders in the write ups are so stupid! I don't want to look back and seem like a brainwashed little private school student pretending to be an adult. They are pratically forcing us to use formal language.
So as I sit here typing this and also looking at the transfer program at the University of Toronto; I think to myself "It's really over". I mean personally for me it's not like high school was this big grand chapter in my life that many people claim it to be. I know that my experiences during this time aren't going to compare to the ones I'm going to have when I finally leave this little bubble. I'm estatic that I get to leave but I know once I'm gone, I'll miss it. Ironic huh?
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